A Milkyway Melody

The size and scale of me in this universe is insignificant  I'm crying at the beauty of life as I’m not ready for relinquishment  They said seeing is believing  Can I expand and merge with all the atoms at Big Bang into my being  I’m worried about global warming and the temperature getting hotter  My vision is blurry as I’m swimming in murky water  There is a heavy resistance in my flow of breathing  My lungs are giving up and I’m screaming  Is everything that you’ve ever wanted was freedom Then why are you too afraid to celebrate it and be random Cuz you don’t want to know what it’s like to spin out of control You owe no explanation this is not a pubic opinion poll I know you feel the pain and pressure  But remember you have a chance at life which is such a treasure  Why are the mind and heart two different things How do I get my alarm to stop snoozing 

Hey come here Find me next to the campfire  I’m right here just waiting Looking up at the stars dreaming  Hiding in my own shadow Searching for your golden halo I wonder how would it be For those amber eyes to look at me Maybe all I need is good luck  A warm cup of mocha and a bear hug 

We can never be alone Hitting replay on Post Malone  Yeah no you’ll never ever baby Cuz life’s letting you breathe slowly  You don’t need a lover Discover your true power  There is nothing wrong in being a hopeless romantic Thoughts tend to be poetic  Sorrow as deep as the ocean Is this what it means to be human  No you can’t cave in  Don’t stop believin’

Flesh and a bag of bones rolling in the dirt Pretty makeup face shying away Mortal machinations of her mind Fleabag in a fairyland A dripping ice cream sundae on a Monday morning  Flossing and tap dancing in a quicksand A playdoh Rubix cube Hitting a gold coin Pineda with a lightsaber Twizzler A disco traffic light  Raining dallops of maple syrup  He said love you to the Bermuda Triangle and back Swish swish whisking foamy clouds and spraying misty honey drops Squeaky sneakers on the dance floor I go trick or treating to the Willy wonkas chocolate factory Marshmallow teeth and gummy bear gums  Medusa playing snake and ladders Spider-Man riding a flying carpet Pendulum stuck in a time machine  5 W’s and 1 H of the Vedas A monk ninja doing mime yoga Sliding down a rainbow. Dab.

What is wrong with the world. Baby it's too cold outside. It's dark inside my heart. I dream about demons every single night. I have money but no honey. There is no sunshine no summer breeze. I'm lonely I shiver and freeze. I'm walking dead with head full of broken dreams. Where is my prince charming. Is anyone ever coming. I should've let them know that I liked them. It's too late now to turn back time. Confessions can only cause confusion. I'm not in a trance. There's not a chance. It's unfair and unfortunate. Valentines day is for the fortunate. I hate everyone and everything that I love. There is no such thing as true love. Soulmates are stupid. Everybody is selfish. Love is evil and childish. I have to learn to live without love. I know I don't deserve anything. I'm too insignificant. Time is tricky. It hurts a lot. Does it matter. Can't share. Won't care. Emotion is my biggest enemy. Let me live life ...