Too late

Wish I could tell you how much I like you

How can you not see it in my eyes

How can my presence not hypnotize you

Why are you too distracted

I need your eyes only on me 

Your wordplay and laugh is adorable 

I want to stay next to you all day and all night  

It hurts to know that I’m not on your mind

It kills me inside that I’m not your first choice

Wish you could notice that our connection is real

Wish you could understand that life is better when it’s the two of us together

Our energy is magnetic even if it’s momentary 

There are no struggles in the world when we snuggle

I cannot stop thinking about texting you

You make me feel like I’m home 

Is this comfort a camouflage of your flaws

How can you compare me to someone else when I was right there in your arms

I rather handle the truth than a sugarcoated lie

Please don’t make this harder

I thought of waiting a thousand years for you to be mine

But you were willing to let me go in just five days

I don’t want to be stuck in a love triangle

I don’t even want to make you pick sides

I’m not your side chick 

Who will fall for your tricks 

Will I ever share my feelings

I get very shy and super excited to see you all the time 

If I meet you again for the first time I will never let you go

I bought a candle that smells like you

Only to return it as I won’t be able to be next to you

I fit so perfectly in your arms

I was an open book to you

I shared all my dreams hoping you’d be a part of it all

But you act mysterious and coy about your fantasies and future 

You say that I’m just a good friend 

That nothing happened between us as we both had boundaries 

I miss your embrace

I miss your soft eyes following my body move across the room

Wish we could have more adventures together

We cannot ghost each other

We can never say goodbye to each other 

Because we will stepping on each other’s shadows

It’s a shame to be a hopeless romantic stuck in a modern world 

I thought I would buy you so many presents but instead I’m writing sad poems 

Still wishing you will realize my true intentions before it’s too late

I don’t want to beg for your attention 

I don’t have the courage to face you 

Countless advice from close friends 

That I should protect my pure heart 

That he is missing out

They say you are too cunning 

And not focused on winning my heart 

I should be running far away from you 

Very few say I should wait it out 

Act cool and composed and give you time 

I know you are a very good player 

With a lot of cards in your hand

Please don’t play with my heart

For now it beats only for you

This is not a race

I will be safe

Bet.

Cannot edit this as I cannot erase my expectations for you. It’s too late babe.