Twisty terrible thoughts

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Tears streaming down my cheeks in a rush
These are not the days when I think about you I'd blush
You have transformed me into a whole new person
I am dying to know whether there was a reason
I am not a child anymore to let go and forget the past
You have left marks that forever last
I wish you'd know my feelings right now
It's totally depressing and I don't know how
I am unable to zip up my brain
This pain is uncontrollable and when will it drain
Am I ignorant enough not to realize that this is all a game
My perception is unclear and I don't know who to blame

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